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Well tomorrow is the big day of the DDR tournament. I can't say that I'm not nervous. The confidence that I once had about taking the prize from the freestyle tournament has left and in it's place is a twinge of doubt that I will be able to perform. I know that it's all in my head and that I'll do okay, but for some reason I just have this bad feeling about it.
I'm a little upset that Dez isn't going to be coming or so I've read. I really do wish she would show up because (insert diety here) God knows that I could use the support. I hope everything is going to be okay with her. I don't know all the details about what has gone on in her life, but I do wish there was something I could do about it. Maybe just being there would help, which I haven't been doing if anyone has noticed. For that I am truly sorry. I care about all of my friends and would do anything for them, so I hate to see one of them stressing and I can't do anything about it. I guess that's the way I am. That's probably one of my "faults", since everyone seems to be pointing out everyone's little quirks.
Anyway it seems like I've been updating my journal more nowadays. I kinda like doing it. I guess I'll have to get into the habit of keeping it like this. Although I haven't really given out anything too secretive. I do feel comforted by actully being able to type things out whenever I feel like it. That's neither here nor there.
So until next time.
I'm a little upset that Dez isn't going to be coming or so I've read. I really do wish she would show up because (insert diety here) God knows that I could use the support. I hope everything is going to be okay with her. I don't know all the details about what has gone on in her life, but I do wish there was something I could do about it. Maybe just being there would help, which I haven't been doing if anyone has noticed. For that I am truly sorry. I care about all of my friends and would do anything for them, so I hate to see one of them stressing and I can't do anything about it. I guess that's the way I am. That's probably one of my "faults", since everyone seems to be pointing out everyone's little quirks.
Anyway it seems like I've been updating my journal more nowadays. I kinda like doing it. I guess I'll have to get into the habit of keeping it like this. Although I haven't really given out anything too secretive. I do feel comforted by actully being able to type things out whenever I feel like it. That's neither here nor there.
So until next time.