Because god knows I have been terrible to you. I hate that you think I am the fucking worst person in the world. I know that you think i told giovanni all this and that thats why he is upset believe that if you want but to be honest I really wanted to see you there so I could give you your christmas present and so i could remember what drew me to you in the first place the fact that you were an amazing person that always listened always had something perfect to say and that could brighten up anyone's day with a single solitary smile.It's fine if you hate me It hurts me more than anything in the world but its fine i would just really appreciate it if you do hate me to the extent that you would avoid me then dont announce it to the whole world. Now everyone i know and i am close to thinks that either i did something terrible to you or that im in this big hate relationship with you when honestly i think things ended well for the circumstances and i still care about you and love you as a friend more than anything... Today I told this first grade girl that I helped do a dinosaur project a story about you and she said wow mr daniel that must have been one special friend...wow im a jerk but i honestly miss you and wish..it doesnt really matter what i wish wait......follow me
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Giovanni, I'm sorry. But this is going to be fucking difficult for me.
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