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I just need a sign to tell me that everything will be okay. I want need the answer book. I need to reassure myself that all will be fine and that things will get better..I want to know my purpose. I want to be able to say that I am proud of everything that I am doing and the people that I have surrounded myself with, and i just dont know that is true any more. But how deos one let someone know that they arent someone that i want to be around.
I dont know, I doubt that I ever did.
I would tell myself to look at the brighter side and that everything will turn out in the end, for that is what i like to believe. But when faced with the question of what has been going well, I truly didn't have any response. Im sure that something is going well in my life, but it is just really hard to right now.
Im so happy that I called kelly, and got to really talk to someone about all this.
I want to cry my eyes out till it hurts.
I dont know, I doubt that I ever did.
I would tell myself to look at the brighter side and that everything will turn out in the end, for that is what i like to believe. But when faced with the question of what has been going well, I truly didn't have any response. Im sure that something is going well in my life, but it is just really hard to right now.
Im so happy that I called kelly, and got to really talk to someone about all this.
I want to cry my eyes out till it hurts.