Fear and Pain may accompany death...

[whobear]

Last night I dreamt I was laying in a hospital bed, on my side, doctors were drilling a hole into my lower back and proceeding to inject me with I don't know what from a huge needle, in my dream I was screaming in pain, I dreamt time had passed after the drilling and the whole time I was wishing I'd be graced with the prescence of a particular person, having noone else at my side, the doctors came back to repeat the procedure, drill, needle and all, just before they began and I was all tense in anticipation of excrutiating pain to come, the door opened and she walked in and stood at my side, we reached for eachother's hands and then the drilling commenced, this time I squeezed her hand wincing, but made no sound, always a comfort, when I woke up my back hurt, my back hurt all day

I've been virtually dead to LJ for the past month or so, I'm well, I'm in Oceanside for a few more days, going to the Kracken tuesday night in cardiff, thursday I'm back up to Portland, I'm looking forward to the company again
I'm slowly getting better at this speaking my mind business, finally, still need to say more