almost feel like an ass

[whobear]

so last night I was talking to Katie (yeah, I';m not sure why), she left me a message on my voice mail tuesday morning saying someone died and she needed to talk. My day had started off too well and was promised to only get better (KJ was gunna come up, and hanging out with her is enough to make ANY day so much better) so I replied that I was not going to call her, I was not going to allow myself to get let down on such a great day. So yesterday, wednesday, she called again, so we talked last night and it turned out it was her dog that died, and sure, of course I'm saddened by the death of anyt creature, but the whole time she was talking to me about her dog... well, I just didn't seem to care, my thoughts were somewhere else, I was thinking about someone else. I didn't think much about it at the time, but afterwards I just got to feeling like an ass. Oh well, I can't help having this person on my mind quite a bit, but I feel bad about thinking about her so much... well not bad, just awkward.

On another note, I'm leaving on saturday for a week to mexico to visit some family. Very excited.