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so i went to dinner last night w/ hillary. her birthday is tuesday, so it was like a birthday dinner. we ate at yummi house, a mix of chinese/japanese/oriental. i had an eggroll and a soft shell crab roll, which was absolutely amazing, but i am a vegetarian. i totally cheated. however, i have been a vegetarian for five/almost six years, and i can proudly say that i have never cheated before, it's just i really wanted something seafood. and it wasn't a fleeting craving, like i get sometimes for chicken, it's been a week long thing, i just wake up and really want fish or crab or shellfish, which makes me think that maybe I'm deficient of some vitamin found in seafood. idk, maybe i just wanted crab. or maybe this is because i was pregnant and my hormones are still out of whack, some kind of food craving.
slowly, but surely, i am getting my life back. it's so nice to be able to wake up and not feel sick, to be able to do what i want w/ no regrets. it's nice to be able to sleep again, and not feel exhausted all the time.
i think my mom and i are going to go for a walk on the beach later. the realtor is bringing someone by to show the house or something like that, and we just have to get out of the house for a bit. i haven't been to the beach in awhile. i'm taking my camera. i have photographer's block, i haven't been able to shoot anything since i left new york. it just brings all these memories. and it's too much to take. so i just don't even touch my camera.
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