Jul 07, 2005 23:43
A real-life narrative that I will share.
Work: Doesn't terrify me anymore. My coworkers are good people. My boss is adorable yet scary. I rock immunocytochemistry. I rock the fluorescence microscope. And it pays well. Although, with an hour and a half commute there and back and gas being $2.39 / gallon, it better.
My life after work and on weekends: I miss MHC. WL is good though, with Sarah and Colleen as my staples. I went to the zoo with Mike on Monday to see the tiger cubs, which were amazingly cute. It was fun, but the day brought me mixed feelings, which I hope to communicate in some effective way to him but it's going to get fucked up. I hate complications. It's really not though. Blargah. I have to decide what comfort zone I am willing to walk through this summer is what it comes down to.
My bout of low self esteem: Yep, still there. I need Erin to check me out and make me both uncomfortable and to fan the flames of my ego. Maybe I just need to be hit on. Or make out with a random stranger. Yarg.
This summer doesnt feel like the relaxing break it should be.