THATS IT.
I reallyy cant fucking take it anymore.
No pretending.
No Fake smiles.
No more trying to impress.
IM DONE
I mean i may say i dont copy people and shit. But im fake all fake!Anything i do,say,wear is all from other people. im tried of saying its okay when all i want to do is BREAKDOWN. i dont want to pretend. i want to be me, but its hard to even know what i am anymore. its been so long i cant even fucking remember.I'm tired of my mom being so damn depressed. Knowing we can barely pay are bills.Having to come home from school and my mom is still in bed. My dad smokes pot and doesnt even care about anything. AND right know i just don't know what to do.I'm turning into my mother more and more each day. i shake, im nervous and i seem to care about silly things that should'nt be worried about.WHATS wrong with me?
No pretending.
No Fake smiles.
No more trying to impress.
IM DONE
I mean i may say i dont copy people and shit. But im fake all fake!Anything i do,say,wear is all from other people. im tried of saying its okay when all i want to do is BREAKDOWN. i dont want to pretend. i want to be me, but its hard to even know what i am anymore. its been so long i cant even fucking remember.I'm tired of my mom being so damn depressed. Knowing we can barely pay are bills.Having to come home from school and my mom is still in bed. My dad smokes pot and doesnt even care about anything. AND right know i just don't know what to do.I'm turning into my mother more and more each day. i shake, im nervous and i seem to care about silly things that should'nt be worried about.WHATS wrong with me?