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i was surprised yesterday with an impromptu trip to acre lake. it's right near elk mountain and meg's family owns a house on the water front. people who know me well know me and large bodies of water don't coincide but it was the most relaxing time i've had in, well, probably forever. sitting on the wrap around porch last night, watching the water, drinking a smirnoff.. it felt like i'd been there forever instead of only an hour and a half. this morning we were up bright and early (partly due to liam, haha) and went out for breakfast. came back to the house, lathered up, and sat on the dock for hours. i didn't want to come home but alas, clinical tomorrow.
jeff and i are talking again. i hung out with him on saturday night after the irish festival/NIGEL shindig. i got home and got a text message, "i have feelings for you, once you're over this bob thing" followed by "i'm here and waiting whenever you're ready". whoa. he also likes to call/text me between 430am - 500am to profess his feelings for me, haha. meghan and i get a kick out of listening to his five minute long voicemails. i don't know what to do. he's adorable and incredibly sweet. hell, the kid even apologized the other night for fucking things up between us the first time and that's never happened before. he then called meghan to have her remind me that "i've had feelings for her for a long time now". like i said, i don't know.
i got a couple of text messages last night (from someone i haven't talked to in a while) that made me wonder. who the hell knows.
alright. it's time to retreat to my air conditioned bedroom and read for a bit. byees.
jeff and i are talking again. i hung out with him on saturday night after the irish festival/NIGEL shindig. i got home and got a text message, "i have feelings for you, once you're over this bob thing" followed by "i'm here and waiting whenever you're ready". whoa. he also likes to call/text me between 430am - 500am to profess his feelings for me, haha. meghan and i get a kick out of listening to his five minute long voicemails. i don't know what to do. he's adorable and incredibly sweet. hell, the kid even apologized the other night for fucking things up between us the first time and that's never happened before. he then called meghan to have her remind me that "i've had feelings for her for a long time now". like i said, i don't know.
i got a couple of text messages last night (from someone i haven't talked to in a while) that made me wonder. who the hell knows.
alright. it's time to retreat to my air conditioned bedroom and read for a bit. byees.