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[whoaitsjackie]

i'm having increased tingling in my legs, not a good sign. last year, i was having the same problems, told my specialist, and she said i shouldn't worry about it if my spinal mris came back clean. my neurologist, who i don't really trust, said the mris were clean. at that time, i couldn't go back to the specialist, and now a year later i'm having the problem again, except now it's a lot worse. the tingling is shooting up all the way up to my spine, and is pretty much in both legs, and is happening a lot more frequently.

i am getting scared. i'm scared about what this means. i told brian, and he said hopefully it's a coincidence, and i hope it is. i told christina too, but i told her i would hopefully be getting my benefits soon, which i actually got my packet today. so hopefully within the next month i will be able to get to a doctor and hopefully get some more information on what's going on.

i'm getting scared about what this means. i was told that if i only had the scarring my my brain, only the one... and no other symptoms, i wouldn't have to worry much. but now if this is another symptom, i will have to start treatment. so now i am starting to get scared. i'm getting scared of what this means. i want to cry... but i think i've cried enough over the last two months.