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Im starting to really regret not starting school this semester.
I miss boys.
Fun boys.
Who will get drunk with me and sit there and laugh with me.
I just made it sound like i was in a all girls school or something.
haha.
When i moved her i made alot of friends fast but then i got sucked into everyones drama over here and now it seems like i hang out with all girls haha
break ups,friendships crushed,horrible guys, having kids,its just all so crazy but sometimes i think if my life wasnt always so surrounded with drama id be one bored person.
and im always just sitting there listening to it i hardly ever put my 2cents into it so i dunno why everyone tells me about it cause i dont think i seem like much help but if it helps them then its alright with me cause at least im gettin all the gossip first instead of being one of the last people to hear about it.
i dont really know if thats a bad thing or not i mean i sit there and think about my life having no drama at all and then i think that,that takes away about 90% of all conversations that are thrown my way and i think that it would probably be really boring and it also means i would have to start talkin more,which all in all i wouldnt be to happy about that haha.
but yes i need old friends and new friends to all get drunk with me hahaha i miss those days.
i think i must be craving alcohol right now cause im talkin about it alot hahaha.
but anyways im at a red cross shelter and im susposed to be entering data into there computer systems for my comm. service but im being lame and got online for a lil bit.
so i gotta go.
oh p.s. i still have yet to get internet hooked up at my house yet it sucks its been so long...
but ive kinda learned to live without it haha
I miss boys.
Fun boys.
Who will get drunk with me and sit there and laugh with me.
I just made it sound like i was in a all girls school or something.
haha.
When i moved her i made alot of friends fast but then i got sucked into everyones drama over here and now it seems like i hang out with all girls haha
break ups,friendships crushed,horrible guys, having kids,its just all so crazy but sometimes i think if my life wasnt always so surrounded with drama id be one bored person.
and im always just sitting there listening to it i hardly ever put my 2cents into it so i dunno why everyone tells me about it cause i dont think i seem like much help but if it helps them then its alright with me cause at least im gettin all the gossip first instead of being one of the last people to hear about it.
i dont really know if thats a bad thing or not i mean i sit there and think about my life having no drama at all and then i think that,that takes away about 90% of all conversations that are thrown my way and i think that it would probably be really boring and it also means i would have to start talkin more,which all in all i wouldnt be to happy about that haha.
but yes i need old friends and new friends to all get drunk with me hahaha i miss those days.
i think i must be craving alcohol right now cause im talkin about it alot hahaha.
but anyways im at a red cross shelter and im susposed to be entering data into there computer systems for my comm. service but im being lame and got online for a lil bit.
so i gotta go.
oh p.s. i still have yet to get internet hooked up at my house yet it sucks its been so long...
but ive kinda learned to live without it haha