Nov 12, 2007 19:26
I should be condensing my KSC essay...
Ten things you wish you could say to ten different people.
(this really isnt in any order)
1. Your son? Looks just like. And it kills me to know that you will not be around for anything in their futures. He and Randy went down to get the Ice Shack yesterday. That's fucked. You should've done that with him. You should be here. You are missed.
2. I can not WAIT until you come home <33 whether you like it or not, this is your home.
3. You're a stupid bitch and I hope you get knocked up when you're shitfaced because God knows you have never been able to handle your alcohol.
4. I found you. I have been looking for you since I learned what a fairy tale was.
5. I hope you get locked up. For sure.
7. I think I would've quit if it weren't for you.
8. I wish you weren't afraid to give yourself what you deserve.
9. Don't ever text me again. I'll punch you.
10. I pray I end up at school with you.
Nine things about yourself.
1. I love my eyes. So much.
2. I hate that I bite my nails... but you will never get me to quit it.
3. I let someone ruin my future and I hate her for it.
4. The one relationship I've had that really failed... I knew would because I didn't see it going anywhere.
5. I'm terrified that I'm going to wimp out and not go to a full time school because I'm that scared.
6. I spend money on the silliest little things that make me happy.
7. I think I'm finally becoming how I want to be... and I'm glad no one is holding me back.
8. I think I'm testing my parents by doing what I'm doing lately to see if I will be able to handle myself next year.
9. I hope to lose 10 pounds by Christmas. Now that it's in writing... I bet I'm gonna make it happen.
Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Be honest.
2. Make me laugh.
3. Don't flip out.
4. Hold my hair back when I'm sick =P
5. Listen to me complain.
6. Rub my back when I'm crying.
7. Realize just how much it means that I am crying in front of you.
8. Make me feel irreplaceable.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot
1. my nephews.
2. college.
3. my future.
4. friends and family.
5. money.
6. relationships.
7. memories.
Six things you wish you never did
1. Date you.
2. Let you do what you did.
3. Cheat.
4. Push people away.
5. Start that bad habit I had.
6. Let you burn me.
Five turn offs
1. Choosing illegal bullshit over me.
2. Not being able to joke around.
3. Acting like you're better because you're older.
4. Laughing at me.
5. Checking out other girls OBVIOUSLY x10
Four turn ons
1. Smiling at me.
2. Being able to spend a day cuddled up doing nothing.
3. Sense of humor.
4. Doesn't mind bringing me around their friends.
Three smileys that describe your life
1. =)
2. >=[
3. =/
Two things you want to do before you die
1. Married with kids.
2. Go to Ireland
One confession
1. I really did think about your best friend. That entire. Time.
...that got me no where closer to being accepted haha.