hey douche bag.
What is with you people!?
Jesus.
I cant ever have a journal without it being friends only can I?
Otherwise some one is going to come in and yell at me for the way i live my life.
Sheesh.
Cry me a river you hack.
You know nothing about my life, who i am, or what i will become.
First off: I was BORN in the LES. So dont talk to me about growing up whiteclassmiddleclass. I dont know what the shit that is. My life hasnt been as hard as many i have known, but it hasnt been fucking easy. maybe i made it harder on myself by being different, but growing up in white trash USA as incredibly worldly as i am, hasnt been easy. i have lived in squats and eaten out of dumpsters for a year. i have watched as my beautiful streets of the LES have turned into yuppie central. i walk down those streets and shed FUCKING TEARS for what we have lost.
Second off: Fuck 1978. or 77' for that matter. What I'm doing now, is what i'm doing. who gives a shit when or where it started. For as long as there were adolescents there was drinking and anger. We are pissed off. Whether it be at parents who fed us crack as babies, because people treat us like shit for being us, or because we have realized LIFE IS SHIT, and we're fed up trying to fix it while everyone else screws it up.
Third: I'm not boasting, i'm living my friggin life! Because my journal isnt filled with: oh. woke up. went to work. came home. went to sleep. i'm bragging and spoiled? i write in my journal about all the fun i have had so that one day i can look back and realize i had fun as a teenager, it wasnt all bad. i had friends who loved me, times that mattered, and that i did whatever i wanted for as long as i could. because i realize that one day i will have to grow up. get a job, get a house, pay taxes and all that bullshit. Why start now? when I can have fun and not worry. Whats the BFD?!
Fourth: I'M NOT FUCKING BOASTING! I AM NOT SPOILED! I AM NOT TRYING TO GRAB ANYONES ATTENTION AND HAVE THEM BE INTERESTED IN ME! i could fucking care less. THIS IS MY GODDAMN JOURNAL, AND I WILL WRITE DO SAY WHATEVER I FEEL LIKE SO FUCK YOU.
Fuck off and kiss my boots.
No one needs to ripped apart for who they are.
And if you were a decent person you would understand that.
But obviously someone wasnt very nice to you when you were a child and now you feel the need to take it out on people who are able to do as they please while you suckle the teat of the fucking system and go home to your empty apartment and watch sitcoms.
Eat shit and die pissface, no one needs you or wants to hear your bullshit.
oh and PS: Thanks REANNA for being of the few who sticks up for me and tries to quiet all this bullshit. You have been there for me through all this internet bullshit. :{)!!!