jesus fucking christ.
If shit got any weirder i dont know how i could possibly handle it.
Classes are good so far.
I'm a little worried about my english class being a waste of time, so i might switch out.
My latin class also worries me because no one told me it was a 2 semester deal.
Other than that i think everythingis going to be really good this semester.
Meredeth is gone.
So now i am in the triple alone.
Which is kind of lovely and at the same time terribly lonely.
I am going to put myself back on couch surfing and hope to have an open door policy for all those who want to visit.
So i wont be so lonely.
But i also might be robbed or raped.
Oh well.
I'll manage.
:P
For those of you who dont know me and Elliot split up.
Which i saw coming a mile away.
It was pretty bad, in my opinion.
He did some really not nice things, as well as said some really not nice things.
I was furious and really hurt.
But that doesnt mean im okay about it.
I am in love with him still.
I will miss all the good things.
And I'll just try to remember all the bad so i dont let it happen again.
He is just so friggin charismatic that its impossible for me to stop looking into him and falling head over heels.
I guess i just need to get out there.
Hes going off to new Orleans/wherever.
So he wont be around to remind me.
Which is depressing and probably really good.
I guess i'll just have to see how it goes right?
:sigh:
I lost alot with the school year barely starting.
My roomate is gone.
My love is gone.
But i also gained more than i thought i would.
Everyone has been so helpful and supportive.
I feel so welcomed.
Its a beautiful thing.
I love everyone at the nook and couldnt be happier that it exists as a place for me to go and be myself.
A place where i can go and feel truely wanted by people.
Its so nice i could cry.
Also Anette just got a kitty so that makes it like a BAJILLION times better :)
Going into the city today.
I hope that will help me clear my head.
I am in desperate need of some head clearing.
And in desperate need of seeing my sister.
Hopefully some book buying and some Dixie seeing as well.
I want it to warm up.
I need to lay in the grass.
I need to wear dresses and feel the sun again.
I need wide open fields of possibilites.
I am going to get them.
No matter what.
xoxo
Emma Karin.
Classes are good so far.
I'm a little worried about my english class being a waste of time, so i might switch out.
My latin class also worries me because no one told me it was a 2 semester deal.
Other than that i think everythingis going to be really good this semester.
Meredeth is gone.
So now i am in the triple alone.
Which is kind of lovely and at the same time terribly lonely.
I am going to put myself back on couch surfing and hope to have an open door policy for all those who want to visit.
So i wont be so lonely.
But i also might be robbed or raped.
Oh well.
I'll manage.
:P
For those of you who dont know me and Elliot split up.
Which i saw coming a mile away.
It was pretty bad, in my opinion.
He did some really not nice things, as well as said some really not nice things.
I was furious and really hurt.
But that doesnt mean im okay about it.
I am in love with him still.
I will miss all the good things.
And I'll just try to remember all the bad so i dont let it happen again.
He is just so friggin charismatic that its impossible for me to stop looking into him and falling head over heels.
I guess i just need to get out there.
Hes going off to new Orleans/wherever.
So he wont be around to remind me.
Which is depressing and probably really good.
I guess i'll just have to see how it goes right?
:sigh:
I lost alot with the school year barely starting.
My roomate is gone.
My love is gone.
But i also gained more than i thought i would.
Everyone has been so helpful and supportive.
I feel so welcomed.
Its a beautiful thing.
I love everyone at the nook and couldnt be happier that it exists as a place for me to go and be myself.
A place where i can go and feel truely wanted by people.
Its so nice i could cry.
Also Anette just got a kitty so that makes it like a BAJILLION times better :)
Going into the city today.
I hope that will help me clear my head.
I am in desperate need of some head clearing.
And in desperate need of seeing my sister.
Hopefully some book buying and some Dixie seeing as well.
I want it to warm up.
I need to lay in the grass.
I need to wear dresses and feel the sun again.
I need wide open fields of possibilites.
I am going to get them.
No matter what.
xoxo
Emma Karin.