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Alright so I finally have time to do somewhat of an actual update so I figured, what the hell? Why not.
So today was.. interesting. Hung out with Jamal and Jason for a while, that was fun. Jason and I had a fairly interesting conversation while looking through my yearbook. Apparently some senior at my school is his ex girlfriend.. and he just told me a lot of things about her and someone else that really pissed me off. I just wanted to fucking kill someone, it was horrible. Jason said if I hit him and he did something back to me that he would defend me. I was actually glad Jason said he'd defend me and besides, I don't want him to go to jail. But yea, I was pissed off, blah blah blah the end.
So then, I come home and the social worker was supposed to be coming. Her name's Sheila Ryan or something.. I don't like her, she reminds me of my bitchy therapist. Anyways, they wanna put me on some program.. I have to fucking call in when I get home from school and when I leave, I have to call and tell them where I'm going and who I'll be with and I have to give addresses and phone numbers.. then they'll call at night to make sure I'm home too. It's such a fucking hassle.. apparently I spend 'too much unsupervised time in the community' but I mean.. it's like fucking HELLO?! I'm a teenager, I'm gunna be hanging out with my friends and I'm not gunna be spending a lot of time at home, I'm unlike NO ONE fucking else. God I love how these stupid fucking DSS people and how they think they understand teenagers but really, they know nothing about them. I JUST WANNA KILL HER.
endrantkthnx.
So today was.. interesting. Hung out with Jamal and Jason for a while, that was fun. Jason and I had a fairly interesting conversation while looking through my yearbook. Apparently some senior at my school is his ex girlfriend.. and he just told me a lot of things about her and someone else that really pissed me off. I just wanted to fucking kill someone, it was horrible. Jason said if I hit him and he did something back to me that he would defend me. I was actually glad Jason said he'd defend me and besides, I don't want him to go to jail. But yea, I was pissed off, blah blah blah the end.
So then, I come home and the social worker was supposed to be coming. Her name's Sheila Ryan or something.. I don't like her, she reminds me of my bitchy therapist. Anyways, they wanna put me on some program.. I have to fucking call in when I get home from school and when I leave, I have to call and tell them where I'm going and who I'll be with and I have to give addresses and phone numbers.. then they'll call at night to make sure I'm home too. It's such a fucking hassle.. apparently I spend 'too much unsupervised time in the community' but I mean.. it's like fucking HELLO?! I'm a teenager, I'm gunna be hanging out with my friends and I'm not gunna be spending a lot of time at home, I'm unlike NO ONE fucking else. God I love how these stupid fucking DSS people and how they think they understand teenagers but really, they know nothing about them. I JUST WANNA KILL HER.
endrantkthnx.