Jan 01, 2006 16:38
happy new years♥
i went to nick's &at first i freaked out because. i'm gay &i freak out. so i was a total selfish bitch &hated everyone &dghalhg. i still hate myself for how i was at the beginning. after i talked to nick. he calmed me down &i let go &had a lotta fun. i basically. liked a lotttta. the people there. minus these like three really fat kids that i guess no one liked ? i told the kyle kid i was going to fight him. &i told him to leave. &i thought keegan was going to die. but. really that kid is amazing. &sam. &niles. &jojo. &brigette. &dani. &all these people that were there were reallly awesome. i didn't know anyone before that night other than sam &niles &adrian &zach. but. really i really like nick's friends. they're all really neat &nice &sweet &awesome. gflahglaj. nothing like williamsport people. well. 99% of them. &i was really glad i actually got to meet these people cause i always thought they hated me without knowing me. so now. i guess if they still hate me. which i hope they don't ? atleast they know me. so. anyways. i spent the night with my papa &i love him so incredibly alot. &i can't even explain it. lllloooool. new years eve was an amazing night. &in the words of keegan. "i wish this night would never end." mhm. FOSHO.
&i decided that this year i'm really going to try my hardest to be a better friend to my real friends. &i want to meet more people. honest.