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So I went to school today, it was shitty. I swear I cant stop coughing..it really sucks.
Coughing so bad my eyes water.
coughing repeatedly non-stop.
Blowing my fucking nose every 5 minutes.
I KNOW i had good food today, but i couldnt taste any of it :(
And for some odd reason I am having a hard time hearing people.
I didnt go to practice today cause...
a. the pollen would have killed me.
b. I dont think I would have been able to run 7 miles because i can barley breath as it is.
Hopefully i can suck it up and go tomorrow.
I came home and went to the doctor and well..im just gonna say..
I LOVE DR.>CARLSON
He is the best doctor I have ever been to. All the nurses up there are really nice too. Theres this one girl shes so sweet, she knows me now just because i have been up there so much this year.
This has been a really bad year for me. Health-wise.
So dr. carlson gave me the miracle drug. It makes everything better. He was surprised the other doctor didnt give me anything when i went to see them. damn bastards.
If they had given me something at the other place id be better by now. fuck.
So ne ways. I got my hair cut. Its shorter. I dont know if i like it yet...
if you look really close you can see the red lines under my nose where ive been blowing my nose all week. hahaha it hurts :(
The more i look at those pictures and in the mirror the more it doesnt look much different.
When it was wet right after i got it cut i was like AHHHH! I look like a boy!! BAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhh..
Me and my mom and brother went out to eat and i seriously gaged. I was coughing and had to go outside and then i kept gaging..yea it sucked alot. I threw up and i thoght it was good but i guess not cause im still coughin.
Then we all went to the cross country meeting. Dude, this year in crosscountry is gonna rock. I told coach of our tshirt ideas and I think we are gonna get them made. For Varsity girls. They are gonna be hot pink! And they are actually gonna fit us small xc girls. I dont understand why they get the tshirts as big as they do cause non of us wear that big of shirts, not even the guys. crosscountry people arent exactly overweight..um yea.
So this weekend is one im looking forward to. I gots lottsa plans.
i gots a date with josh.
im hangin out with the coolest dude on the planet-SHANE
and im hanging out with tielur! tI cant wait. we havent hung out in a while..and well hes not gonna be here to much longer, which sucks. So i gotta take advantage of our time. man im gonna miss this kid. ALOT
like WOAH
and most likely connie, cause well..she is my lover and we need "our time" ha. haha..meh.
Seeing as how i feel sick today I sure as fuck had alot to right about and I am happy about this entry.
plus im listening to the red hot chilli peppers. which rock.
im out
much love
peace