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as i look back on this summer i can honestly say it has been the best summer of my life.

i went to cornell and had so much fun and met the most amazing people
i kept healthy and ran
i did absolutely no summer reading
no huricanes
didnt get sick
had an amazing time w/ everyone in miami

i cant belive this is the last week of summer
the most unbelivable thing of all is that i will be a junior
i cant believe it.. time is going so fast

next year i would like to step back and enjoy the moment more often than i usually do. It seems as if im so caught up in things that they end before i have a chance to live it.

going into my last week of summer i am conflicted as to :

A. sit back and relax becuase i have a hectic year in front of me
                                           or
          B. go out and party as much as i can because there is only one week left

whatever i end up doing.. at the end of it.. i wood have wished to do the other

i can never please myself
and lately, i have a feeling that others are not please with me.

I have changed so much this year i have gone from one extreme to the other and  i feel that with all my changes, i am losing friends and that some friends are losing me.  Im a completely different person now than i was last summer and i feel that most people are the same, and that is scary.

Is it just me or are people just disapointing?