Mar 14, 2006 18:59
jax is home.. thank the lord
friday night we had a game.. we did really well.. but came up short
saturday i had the dodgeball tourney.. it was fun.. still kinda sore from it.. then jon took my car.. i was stranded at home.. which wasnt the worst.. i did all my work and got alot of sleep
sunday i went shopping with mommy and then spent the rest of the day with jax.. it was alot of fun.. i miss hanging out with her.
softabll is not as fun as i thought it wood.. i hate ppl yelling and getting on power trips i hate people who cant hit the ball trying to tell me how to fix my swing.. i hate the fake smiles and high fives u get after a strike out.. its all soo rediculous
everything is always my fault .. he says he picks on be because he sees alot in me and balh blahb blah.. he just needs to stop treating me like im 5
(warning: only read if u rlly know me)
its awsome being in control no.. this time.. really means NO.. i feel different
im starting to get the feeling that people are ignoring me.. it sucks.. i dont know what i did to them
im never good enough for my parents an 89 can always be a 90 and a 90 can always be a 91..
"if u only tried alittle harder" fuck them i try way too hard for them to be giving me shit
pc out.. just had to vent.. no im back to "not trying"