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honesty is all i have sorry if i dont fake a feeling for your attention theirs justsome sanity id like to keep id give you everything and you would take it thats the point pick your self up you define the word lame i hope you youre doing ok on your own you left me bruised and choked up in alcohol i cant tastes last nights promises and theyre making me so sick so sick of it all do you even know what it feels like to lose have you ever felt the pain do you have the scars to prove this is where you sitck your knife right through backstabbed backlash friendship bullshit see thats where things get a little bit skewed dont try and pretend like you know what ive been going through like the WAY I HOLD IT ALL INSIDE BOTTLED UP SO ILL NEVER FALL FOR LOVE AGAIN ITS ALL A HOAX IM JUST TOO AFRAID THIS DISGUISE WILL HELP ME HIDE MY SELF FROM THE PAIN I HATE GROWING UP I HATE EVERYTHING WHAT HAPPENED TO THE DAYS WHEN WE WERE HAPPY? Be careful around me because it is contagious before you know it they leave us then comes betrayal... EVERYONE YOU EVER KNEW OR TRUSTED WONT BE THERE SO COUNT ALL YOUR FINGERS THATS AS LONG AS IT LASTS BEFORE EVERYONE YOU KNOW JUST STABS YOU IN THE BACK NEVER TRUST ANYONE THEY ALWAYS LIE AND EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOU FEEL RIGHT YOULL JUST WANT TO DIE