May 26, 2005 22:52
ive been a total bitch lately bc i have to get out of this school i cant take it anymore... seriously i dont think i will talk to barely anyone after gill and val and thats it... everytime i think of anything related to high school i almost puke... i hate the people, the drama, the teachers, everything...
being in school makes my depression worse... i cringe at the thought of having to see everyone again at graduation... the girls are such bitches and the guys are jackasses... i just want it to be over and tomorrow wont end soon enough... i want to get out soooo bad im not even going to prom or the ice cream social after school tomorrow (and we all know how much i love dessert)... i didnt even go to senior night.... >>>>>>>>even though i have ZERO plans for the future, graduation cant come soon enough<<<<<<<<...
on another note my parents will be gone for the long weekend yesss!!!
i have free reign to do what i want
o and my car is fixed but the tires are bald so i have to fix that b4 i can actually drive it... which is good cuz i cant handle it yet... im used to the van... the neon is soooo low to the ground that it feels like im driving under the pavement seriously its scary and its so small that it feels like the walls of the car are touching me as i drive even tho i know their not, its creepy
but anyways
i gotta go finish my 28 pg 500 ? final lol jk i proly wont even look at it
muah megz