...it's so hard...

[who_loves_cows]

today was fun..went to juan's house to watch "White Chicks"..hah def one of the most funniest movies i've seen..."if i could fall..into the sky..do u think time..would pass us by..cause u know id go a thousand miles if i could just see u..tonight"..hhaha..tried his banana nut crunch cereal..it was yummy =)..then went home..after that i went out with nev..we went to vin's house..ate pizza and hung out a bit with vin's sisters and kato..hah..cuute dog..nick and jesse came and off we went to dave's house..he had a 'little gathering'..it was def like some high school reunion thing or somethin cause people that i haven't seen in forever was there..people who graduated a year ago..two years ago..or havent even graduated from khs yet were there..hah..it was nice to see everyone and to hang out with everyone again..it was very nostalgic..i enjoyed..after the party..nev and i had one of those brother/sister talks..hah..haven't had those in a while..it was nice to catch up with everything and everyone again..

possibly getting a new cell phone tomorrow cause the one i have now broke =/..sucks..long day tomorrow tho..i'm gonna have to wake up in the butt crack of dawn to drive my mom to livingston..bleh..oh well..

so yea..i should really get some sleep..till next time. . .

.it hurts to feel this way.
.i don't know what to do anymore.
.i'm trying so hard during rough times.
.and i know in my heart you do care.
.all the little things i do is appreciated.
.but it still leaves one question.
.will those things be ever good enough for you?