am i loud and clear or am i breaking up am i still your charm or am i just bad luck?
do you ever wish you were someone else? not someone else specifically. but just not you?
do you ever want to be anyone but you?
want to know what its like to be in someone else's head for a change?
with their views? their thoughts? their fears? beliefs? dreams? insecurities? quirks?
not have to deal with your views? thoughts? fears? etc etc?
start over with a clean slate?
do things differently?
spend your time differently?
prioritize differently?
want to just push the pause button?
throw in the towel?
do you ever just want to act like a whiny depressed little brat and write pathetic journal entries whining about your pathetic life that is really not horrible in any way shape or form if you really think about all the shit that other people have to deal with? and blow things way out of proportion and create bigger problems than there ever were to begin with just because you're a freakin drama queen?
haha yeah me neither.
i'm listening to gwen. and rise against. and third eye blind. and bright eyes. and its making me happy/sad/happy/angry/etc. not necessarily in that particular order.
lalalalalalala.
this entry reminds me of entries past. like from 2 years ago. like, when i was like so immature and totally pathetic. like TOTALLY. ok so basically i'm continuing to write for my own amusement at the moment. babble babble babble i don't want to do work babble babble.
peace.
do you ever want to be anyone but you?
want to know what its like to be in someone else's head for a change?
with their views? their thoughts? their fears? beliefs? dreams? insecurities? quirks?
not have to deal with your views? thoughts? fears? etc etc?
start over with a clean slate?
do things differently?
spend your time differently?
prioritize differently?
want to just push the pause button?
throw in the towel?
do you ever just want to act like a whiny depressed little brat and write pathetic journal entries whining about your pathetic life that is really not horrible in any way shape or form if you really think about all the shit that other people have to deal with? and blow things way out of proportion and create bigger problems than there ever were to begin with just because you're a freakin drama queen?
haha yeah me neither.
i'm listening to gwen. and rise against. and third eye blind. and bright eyes. and its making me happy/sad/happy/angry/etc. not necessarily in that particular order.
lalalalalalala.
this entry reminds me of entries past. like from 2 years ago. like, when i was like so immature and totally pathetic. like TOTALLY. ok so basically i'm continuing to write for my own amusement at the moment. babble babble babble i don't want to do work babble babble.
peace.