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Jan 27, 2004 10:30

I'm sorry that I have not been writing in this as of late, my friends. A lot has been going on here lately. We had a dance last Friday and about 40% showed up drunk, 50% on drugs, and then 10% clean and not doing anything. Guess which percentile I was in? No. Try again. Nope. One more time. Correct! Yes, I was actually clean and doing not doing a damn thing. I've been clean for almost 2 months. I made a promise to many people that I would stop and so I shall. This girl, Jessica, was popping mad pills and she was shaking, her face all red. She took stackers known as "Yellow Jackets."

It gives you unlimited energy. Her heart was pounding and shit. She was buggin' but she didn't realize she was so she was like; "I don't care! I wanna go dance!" And when James and I explained that she could faint and possibly not wake up we were ignored. Fuck that bitch. Man, I definately don't need this shit. She didn't die. She was lucky. At that time I rounded my two soulmates (James and Colson) together and said solemnly; "Let this be a reminder as to why we chose to stay clean."

I haven't talked to my family in almost a week and I just got the phone about 5 minutes ago. My mom sounded really stressed/worried. I could read it in her voice. She told me a few things that might be the source, but I'm still convinced there's something deeper. Here are the reasons I know of.

[1] She didn't get the job at the animal shelter.
[2] She needs total knee replacements in both knees.
[3] We can't afford the apartment so she's moving to Florida.

That's all I know of. Hey, Lee, when I visit home we might be close. Yay? :D
Uh... I'm so fucking sleepy. I got 3 hours of sleep......in the past two days. Web Design is cool. I'm slacking off, as usual, but I know this shit so well it won't be a problem for me to catch up. -Snaps fingers- Hoo-ha. I be good. Anyway, I'll check you all later. There will be much more to update on, I'm sure.
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