Matt...kissing...work...life
So on Thursday/Friday (OK it was TECHNICALLY friday) Matt called me and asked if I wanted to hang out...I jump at this opportunity of course cuz I lava Matt. Haha. Well he comes and gets me, and we start to head out. Well looking for something to do I end up in the company of the two biggest SMARTASSES I know...Matt AND Hudy...it was like major MAKE CAITLIN FEEL LIKE SHIT FEST... in about a two hour period, I developed a low self esteem, cried, puked, and was made to feel like shit...mostly by Hudy, but Matt had a few good jabs in there too hahaha. Then when we left Denny's Matt started tickling me, which I tried REALLY hard to fight, but couldn't...and we ended up making out...and it was AAAMMAAAZZZINNNG...He's an awesome kisser and he made me feel really good...and then we drove around and ended up looking at the stars for awhile, and making out somemore, and when he dropped me off, I sat in the car talking (and making out) with him for another hour. He just makes me feel so good and it sucks because I don't want to be doing this, I don't want to be feeling this good, feeling this high, feeling this elated. I in a way feel guilty, but I don't...Chris sucked as a boyfriend, and Matt, while he's not my boyfriend, he is better than Chris was a boyfriend, just being a fucken FRIEND to me. i'm so happy....happy happy happy...i can't express it enough!! :) I'll write more later
Caitlin
Caitlin