Holding On - 01

Aug 25, 2009 02:01

Title: Holding On -01
whizzk 
Pairing: Hanchul , Sichul (for this Chapter)
Genre: Slight Violence
Rating: PG -13
Disclaimer: I own nothing?
Notes: Inspirations from everywhere~~
Comments are gladly appreciated! :D
Apologize in advance if its not good, grammatical error, if its a fail or anything..
Summary: Heechul loves Siwon but is Siwon worth Heechul love? Is Hankyung any better?


“ Thump Thump Thump”

“ Thump Thump Thump”

Heechul rushed from the room to open the door.

“Whaat tt…toook you so longggg” Siwon grabbed  Heechul by the hair and pushed Heechul against the wall not even giving him a chance to answer.

“You knew..I hatee..wait..ing..” hitting Heechul  head against the wall repeatedly.

Siwon then flings Heechul to the corner causing Heechul left side of his forehead to hit the sharp edge of the coffee table. Trickles of blood drip from the cut. Heechul felt his head spinning and let a small groan.

Siwon grabbed the nearest object to him which was the vase on the coffee table and threw it to Heechul. Heechul was lucky that he missed and it broke into pieces. Siwon got furious that it missed he took Heechul by the neck and punch him in the face causing Heechul to cough up blood.

He then took a hard cover book on the coffee table beating Heechul with it. Heechul tried shielding himself but S took his hand and twists it over his head with his other hand. Heechul let a soft scream. He could feel his bones being twisted like a door knob.

He then flings Heechul again, this time Heechul hits himself hard on the wall and dropping on the broken pieces of the vase. Heechul felt a stinging pain as the sharp pieces cuts his skin.

Siwon then walks over to Heechul swaying and kicked him hard,pulling Heechul hair up and giving him a last punch .

He then entered the bedroom leaving the living room and Heechul in a mess.

Heechul was so weak, he did’nt even bother to move to clean or aid himself. He slept through the pain hoping the next morning everything would get better.

The next morning,

Looking into the mirror, touching his face, Heechul does not even recognize himself. Hidden under those black and blue, where was the milky white? Why did he let himself being used and abused repeatedly? Because he needs Siwon.

Siwon and Heechul had been together for a year. They met on their 1st Year of college. The first time Heechul met Siwon , he felt rainbows and butterflies. It was amazing, but everything seems different now. Siwon was such a monster now.

“Why were’nt you at the usual spot? I waited for you and the least you could do was..Heechul, he did it again? That bastard..Can’t you just get over him..Don’t you see what’s this doing to you?!! Come on wake up Kim Heechul “ Kangin slowly push Heechul chin up so as to get a better view of the scars.

“You don’t understand, Kangin”Heechul replied pushing Kangin’s hand off.

“What’s there not to understand. He beat the life out of you. Look at yourself. The scars, the wounds the pain! I’m your best friend and I care, I could have beat the daylight out of him months ago but you begged me not to..see what this did. He’s a monster.How could you bare with that?! ” Kangin almost shouted in frustration.

Heechul stayed silence, he did’nt have the energy to fight back. He knew everything Kangin said was true but what do you say, to someone who’s right, but you disagree even if it’s the truth.He stood up getting ready to leave Kangin.

“Heechul, please..”Kangin grabbed Heechul by the hand softly.

“Stop, Kangin. I’m sick of this whole thing. Just let it be.”

“How could you just let it be! This is serious matter! He is hurting you!”

“He cares about me! It’s just that his stress! That’s all”

“Then get him to a centre or something, Beating up someone is not a stress reliever Heechul! “

Heechul was confused. He did not know what he was suppose to do. He loved Siwon but what exactly was he loving him for. Everything seems to fade away without him knowing. The times they spent together, the memories and the feelings.

“Heechul! There’s no food? Nothing to eat? What have you been doing you lazy pig?” Siwon shouted from the kitchen.

Heechul hurriedly rush to the kitchen.

“There’s instant ramen.” He replied softly.

“I’m god damn sick and tired of instant ramen you pig” taking the instant ramen and throwing it at Heechul.

He took Heechul by the neck and bangs Heechul head repeatedly on the kitchen counter top.

Heechul collapsed to the ground, he was shaking. Heechul tried to stand but his leg was wobbly and he felt like the kitchen was spinning.

Siwon kicked Heechul making him fall to the ground again. Siwon grabbed Heechul hands and squeezed it tight making his fingernails puncture into the skin.

Heechul tried to struggle,but it was making the pain worst.

With all the energy he was left with, he tried to break free from Siwon running towards the door. Heechul ran away as fast as he could even though he felt his head still spinning.  He ran with no direction as long as he was out of Siwon sight.

He ran until he bumped into a someone, which make him collapsed.

“I’m so sorry.Excuse me, are you ok? You’re..You’re bleeding”the stranger tried helping Heechul.

“Siwon..”Heechul breathed before he met with darkness..

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