i'm starting not to care about anything anymore....
friday night lindsay came and got me. we went to piggy's house. everyone was going over there to party. well the last thing i remember was tyler got arrested. i guess he spent the night in de-tox. i think i got a little carried away on the partying that night. i dont remember a damn thing past that point. lindsay kept asking me questions on the way back to my house and i guess i just kept talking about some random dress. haha who knows what the hell i meant. but oh well. i guess when i got home my mom was still up and her and lindsay couldn't stop laughing at me b/c i wasnt making any sense couldnt walk or comprehend anything. so yeah i slept pretty much the whole next day til like 6 trying to feel better. then jess came over and we got ready to go to travis' black and white party he was having. lindsay came and got us we went and picked up eric and jason. then we went there. me and linds didnt stay long we went and met up with all the girls brett piggy and them at some pb party. it was a lot of fun. partied with one of the guys from laguna beach. hell ya! :). left there went to piggys partied there i didn't drink that night thank god. wasnt feelin to great haha. linds and i went and picked up ricky then we back to her house watched tv and fell asleep woke up this morning at like 12 stopped by brett's to pick up some movies. then came home and spent some time with my mom.
so i finally found out why i was so messed up on friday. i only had 2 drinks but i guess i took like 5 somas and 7 vicadin and smoked. yeah dont remember doign that at all. kinda stupid but i guess shit happens. learned my lesson the hard way. my mom thinks i was on e or something. i keep trying to tell her it was just the other pills i took but i dont think she believes me but whatever im over it.
i'm starting not to care about anything anymore. i wish i did. but i guess i'm at the point in my life where i think things can't get any worse. so i'm dealign with it in my own way and keeping it all to myself. which is dumb i know. but i just cant see myself talking to someone about all this shit. i dont know... fuck it i guess.
By the way... i love how i get brought into other peoples journals when i haven't been doing shit and trying to stay out of things. thanks people. just stay out of it. it would make my life and some other peoples a lot easier thanks!
well i'm really tired and im about to fall asleep...
byeeeeeeee
so i finally found out why i was so messed up on friday. i only had 2 drinks but i guess i took like 5 somas and 7 vicadin and smoked. yeah dont remember doign that at all. kinda stupid but i guess shit happens. learned my lesson the hard way. my mom thinks i was on e or something. i keep trying to tell her it was just the other pills i took but i dont think she believes me but whatever im over it.
i'm starting not to care about anything anymore. i wish i did. but i guess i'm at the point in my life where i think things can't get any worse. so i'm dealign with it in my own way and keeping it all to myself. which is dumb i know. but i just cant see myself talking to someone about all this shit. i dont know... fuck it i guess.
By the way... i love how i get brought into other peoples journals when i haven't been doing shit and trying to stay out of things. thanks people. just stay out of it. it would make my life and some other peoples a lot easier thanks!
well i'm really tired and im about to fall asleep...
byeeeeeeee