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So christmas is over, no it is on to the drab non-celebratory holidays such as Valentines Day, Memeorial Day, and Sain Patty's Day. Nothing really to look forward too; however my new found way of thinking tells me that I should look forward to every day that I am allive and well....who knows...
I just think after christmas has come and gone we all must go back to reality and the worries we were all faced with from before, but forgot because it was the holidays.
My dad still hasn't found a job, this saddens me. This means that my family will not have insurance and can not get any daily medicines that we take. So my dad and I will have a stroke or two and my mom will have some sort of spasmic breakdown, and my brother will have ginormous acne. This also means that they can't help my pay my tuition like before nor any of my medical bills. Yes this is selfish of my to think this way but I can't help it.
I have applied for a second job here at good ole Genesis in which I would be working midnights as an ass wiper. The pay is not too shabby and it would fit into my schedule just fine(as long as I didn't want to have a life or sleep). This will help cover tuition for the quarter, my medical bills, and my every day expenses. Hopefully I will have some left over to give to my folks.
I guess this means that my piano lessons are out for a while, no time, no money.
I miss my life.
I just think after christmas has come and gone we all must go back to reality and the worries we were all faced with from before, but forgot because it was the holidays.
My dad still hasn't found a job, this saddens me. This means that my family will not have insurance and can not get any daily medicines that we take. So my dad and I will have a stroke or two and my mom will have some sort of spasmic breakdown, and my brother will have ginormous acne. This also means that they can't help my pay my tuition like before nor any of my medical bills. Yes this is selfish of my to think this way but I can't help it.
I have applied for a second job here at good ole Genesis in which I would be working midnights as an ass wiper. The pay is not too shabby and it would fit into my schedule just fine(as long as I didn't want to have a life or sleep). This will help cover tuition for the quarter, my medical bills, and my every day expenses. Hopefully I will have some left over to give to my folks.
I guess this means that my piano lessons are out for a while, no time, no money.
I miss my life.