everybody's looking for someone....
"Never lie, steal, cheat or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away." -Hitch
...and something is different well i know something is different but what i cant put my finger on...
i hope things arent falling apart. and God, i wish i could tell him this i wish i could be like "hey i still love you, do you feel the same?" but i dont because i know what the answer will be "no" simple as that. and my hopes are too high for no reason...
DAMNIT.
does it get easier? im not thinking it does. and the sad part is. he has no idea i feel this way, and i bet he dosnt feel anything for me anymore. if i could take time back i would go back to that wednesday and try to re-do everything. so that "us" wouldve last longer.
shit fuck damnit piss. you dont feel the same....
please kill me softly....
...and something is different well i know something is different but what i cant put my finger on...
i hope things arent falling apart. and God, i wish i could tell him this i wish i could be like "hey i still love you, do you feel the same?" but i dont because i know what the answer will be "no" simple as that. and my hopes are too high for no reason...
DAMNIT.
does it get easier? im not thinking it does. and the sad part is. he has no idea i feel this way, and i bet he dosnt feel anything for me anymore. if i could take time back i would go back to that wednesday and try to re-do everything. so that "us" wouldve last longer.
shit fuck damnit piss. you dont feel the same....
please kill me softly....