Aug 17, 2004 11:21
i had a lot of fun last night hanging out with canaan and macie.. it's great to have friends who are content with the same things as me.. it was nice.
I have been stressing out about jobs lately.. I have a meeting Thursday with the director of the new montessori school opening in ithaca.. i do not know what that will entail.. whether it is sort of an interview, or just to become acquainted with the school... either way it's bound to be interesting..
I also have an opportunity to be Ray's aid (the autistic boy i work with) at the Elizabeth Ann montessori school.. however the pay sucks for that... but his mother really wants me to do it. and kind of puts pressure on me to commit.. but i really can't when everything is so up in the air anyway.
I am also going to sub at Stepping Stones MOntessori and work in some of their after school programs. i think i will at least.. i'm not sure.
I am already anticipating my move to MOntana next summer.. it is a long way away. but i NEED to commit to this and actually follow through with it.. because i have had so many "plans" but then i back out and give in to my insecurities and stick with my comfort zones.. but it's cool because my cousin Jennifer and her baby Molly will be 20 minutes from where i'll be doing my training, so my mom was thinking that maybe i could even live with her or something.. i dont know. we shall see.. but i am excited..