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I've been having a crazy time lately.. pulling late nighters and such with friends.. nice people.. it's been good,.. but this lifestyle can only be appealing for a short period of time..
i miss paul... more than ever right now. and although we are on a break i still consider him my boyfriend...i think it is important to rediscover ourselves as individuals.. and i guess it is easy to cope with the separation since we are apart anyway. and have separate lives in many ways.. but i cant help to think of him every five minutes and about how sweet and cute he is.. and how much i love him..it is so foreign to me... although we still talk as much as usual.. i still have yet to see him since we decided to take time apart...i think seeing him and talking to him will be good.. i want to before i leave for key west this week..
which by the way i am very excited for..
but i need some sleep..
i need to catch myself up from the lack of sleep i had last night..
i miss paul... more than ever right now. and although we are on a break i still consider him my boyfriend...i think it is important to rediscover ourselves as individuals.. and i guess it is easy to cope with the separation since we are apart anyway. and have separate lives in many ways.. but i cant help to think of him every five minutes and about how sweet and cute he is.. and how much i love him..it is so foreign to me... although we still talk as much as usual.. i still have yet to see him since we decided to take time apart...i think seeing him and talking to him will be good.. i want to before i leave for key west this week..
which by the way i am very excited for..
but i need some sleep..
i need to catch myself up from the lack of sleep i had last night..