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Today was a draining day./
i let my insecurities get amplified by others.
when something happens that makes me feel bad, rather that just brush it off.. i take it so deep within me. and it builds upon all the other times i have messed up or was disappointed in myself.. and i feel like the worse piece of crap ever.
it is a very disheartening feeling.
and it lies heavily in my chest.
i need a vacation from my mind. that would be splendid... or from my feelings! that woudl be even better.
i am such a simply person. with simple wishes. who is pleased very easily. and pretty content with her life.;
but some days.. man.. i cannot breathe. i feel suffocated by my thoughts of selflessness and lack of self worth..
i let my insecurities get amplified by others.
when something happens that makes me feel bad, rather that just brush it off.. i take it so deep within me. and it builds upon all the other times i have messed up or was disappointed in myself.. and i feel like the worse piece of crap ever.
it is a very disheartening feeling.
and it lies heavily in my chest.
i need a vacation from my mind. that would be splendid... or from my feelings! that woudl be even better.
i am such a simply person. with simple wishes. who is pleased very easily. and pretty content with her life.;
but some days.. man.. i cannot breathe. i feel suffocated by my thoughts of selflessness and lack of self worth..