everything i can remember, i remember wrong
i cant even remember the last time i updated this thing, so i figure i better. livejournal is starting to lose its appeal to me lately. i think its mainly because i don't want to reflect on whats been going on in my life because its nothing new and/or is something i'm having a hard time with, if that makes sense.
winter break has gone by way too fast. i cant believe i'll be going back to school in like 3 days. i really dont want to. im kinda sick of school, yet quite terrified to think about actually being finished. i guess i just want to be on winter break for a couple years or something.
i spent about 2 weeks in oc during christmas time. it was bittersweet. i really enjoyed seeing my family and neth, but its always really hard to leave. and things with neth could be better. i'm starting to feel like nothing but a nuisance to him, and i'm just having a really hard time with everything. but that's nothing new.
work is going well though. on tuesday i started as a student assistant. not that its any different, except a different colored nametag and a little bit more money. well its different in the sense that now that i'm a student assistant i'm not going to work with other student assistants as much, because we're more expensive, so that sucks because i wont get to see nicole and lorena as much. of course when i actually do work with a student assistant it has to be tom, who is so not as much fun as nicole or lorena.
i really should be in bed right now. i have to work at 830, but i accidently took a three hour nap after work today, so im not very tired. but i guess ill go read or something.
winter break has gone by way too fast. i cant believe i'll be going back to school in like 3 days. i really dont want to. im kinda sick of school, yet quite terrified to think about actually being finished. i guess i just want to be on winter break for a couple years or something.
i spent about 2 weeks in oc during christmas time. it was bittersweet. i really enjoyed seeing my family and neth, but its always really hard to leave. and things with neth could be better. i'm starting to feel like nothing but a nuisance to him, and i'm just having a really hard time with everything. but that's nothing new.
work is going well though. on tuesday i started as a student assistant. not that its any different, except a different colored nametag and a little bit more money. well its different in the sense that now that i'm a student assistant i'm not going to work with other student assistants as much, because we're more expensive, so that sucks because i wont get to see nicole and lorena as much. of course when i actually do work with a student assistant it has to be tom, who is so not as much fun as nicole or lorena.
i really should be in bed right now. i have to work at 830, but i accidently took a three hour nap after work today, so im not very tired. but i guess ill go read or something.