God, I feel like hell tonight. Tears of rage I cannot fight.
I am so glad that this day is over. I had two midterms today, and a reading response due. I think I did okay on both though, so I'm not worried. It was just stressful. I just have an oral exam on Friday and work tomorrow and friday, then I'm done for the week. The weekend is looking promising. I'm looking forward to it.
Our writing class got into this weird fight today... it was rather silly and pointless... yet amusing. I don't even want to try to explain it... it was pretty ridiculous.
I'm feeling really lonely right now. I think I just miss Neth... or maybe I just miss having a boyfriend... I don't know. I just want some affection or something... Speaking of, I kinda have a LITTLE tiny itsy bitsy crush on a boy... who probably doesn't have a crush on meeee... but i dont care. he's cute and he works with me.... i mean, he works at a daycare, could he BE any cuter? Of course, I don't really know him that well at all.... so maybe I don't like him... and I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna do anything about it, because thats just how I am. I hate this crap. This like "not knowing how he feels" crap... and then once you know he's interested, its the whole "oh everything is new" and "I don't know whats gonna happen" bull shit. I hate that crap too. Its awkward and it stresses me out.
I miss Netthhh and I hate it. I want it to stop... well, I want to stop missing him because I'm with him, not because I'm just used to not seeing him so I don't miss him anymore... ya know? OMG I'm shutting up now.
Our writing class got into this weird fight today... it was rather silly and pointless... yet amusing. I don't even want to try to explain it... it was pretty ridiculous.
I'm feeling really lonely right now. I think I just miss Neth... or maybe I just miss having a boyfriend... I don't know. I just want some affection or something... Speaking of, I kinda have a LITTLE tiny itsy bitsy crush on a boy... who probably doesn't have a crush on meeee... but i dont care. he's cute and he works with me.... i mean, he works at a daycare, could he BE any cuter? Of course, I don't really know him that well at all.... so maybe I don't like him... and I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna do anything about it, because thats just how I am. I hate this crap. This like "not knowing how he feels" crap... and then once you know he's interested, its the whole "oh everything is new" and "I don't know whats gonna happen" bull shit. I hate that crap too. Its awkward and it stresses me out.
I miss Netthhh and I hate it. I want it to stop... well, I want to stop missing him because I'm with him, not because I'm just used to not seeing him so I don't miss him anymore... ya know? OMG I'm shutting up now.