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Well, I thought after sleeping last night it would all be okay, that I would wake up this morning and everything would be normal! But that wasnt the case! I mean I am not in trouble but I am! If that makes any since at all?!?! I mean I am torn up in the inside and I guess my mom thinks that that is enough! It hurts me to even look at my mom but it is esp. hurts to look in the direction of my father! The LAST thing on earth and the LAST person on earth I would ever want to hurt! My heart is broken because I was my daddy's little girl but now I am just like my sister! Well not that bad but still! AHAHAHAH!! I am so stupid! Why do we continue to make the SAME mistakes OVERa nd OVER and OVER again! And even though we know they are wrong it doesn matter! It seems as though I totally lose my mind! I guess that is why the parents always say just dont put yourself in that situation! Well I am gonig to work really hard on NOT putting myself in that situation!!! GAh! Why does it HURT so so so so ....BAD!?!?!?!??!?!?