Completely taken care of , for now!
So many things are going through my mind! Tears fell this week a whole bunch! Down and out and wanting to be simply left alone to cry and try to figure things out all by myself!! Yet, I hate having to make all these decisions! Only to be a child again! I was so innocent and could do know wrong! Now I know way to much! I am no longer innocent and believe me I can do plenty wrong! All these feelings that have just been consuming me lately are making all these questions run through my mind! I am totally liking this guy,...how is it that guys can be so sweet and you seem to lose your mind but then usually not always but usually you just lose it!! Completely! Well I am sure this feeling will wear off eventually but as for now I am loving it! We have a blast and when I am with him, as corny as it soumds, he makes me feel as though nothing around me matters! It is just he and I and we are all alone and just concerned about what we want! Nothing stresses me when I am with him@ I mean yeah, we drive each other a little crazy sometimes but that is to be expected! I dont know how he does it but he does and I love hanging out with him! I am going to bed now because I have to get up at 4:30 in the morning~ Goodnight!