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so apparently folks still check for updates on here. obviously i'll keep going for my loyal fans since i've been getting ever so many complaints as of late regarding a lack of entries.
bascially life has been moving too fast as usual--or is it "usual"? i'm pretty sure some of my last entries were almost entirely concerned with how slow time passes. i guess it has something to do with not being able to live my life with any kind of momentum without my friends.
anyway, it's already midterms which is terrifying. as much as i'd like to only be worried about grades right now, that's the very least of it. i'm basically sad about every passing day since i have no clue what i'm doing after graduation. the current idea is for me, ali, john, and stev to plan a trip to europe for june-ish, but stev might get all famous and have to act for money at brown this summer. terrible. i am also terrible. i openly told him today that i hope he failed in his audition for it this afternoon. i meant it as an honest compliment however--one of not being able to function for very long without him.
anyway, i may see europe this summer before heading to new york to find something to do with the rest of my life. i also might not. i'm quite poor.
other plans include my house's trip to montreal for spring break. it hurts to wait. i've never been to becca's homeland! can i even speak any french anymore? will i get kicked out of bars if i try and fail? possibly...
stev and i just had our 1 year aniversary and he gave me kate bush on vinyl and a dream book.
i wish i were in better contact with a lot of people. i desperately need to call becca and maria and i miss andy, dave, mark, karaoke, lucy, and amy beyond repair. i sort of demand several reunions for myself in the near future.
i hope i pass my classes.
this drawing is cool:
russian modernism is sort of my new thing.
bascially life has been moving too fast as usual--or is it "usual"? i'm pretty sure some of my last entries were almost entirely concerned with how slow time passes. i guess it has something to do with not being able to live my life with any kind of momentum without my friends.
anyway, it's already midterms which is terrifying. as much as i'd like to only be worried about grades right now, that's the very least of it. i'm basically sad about every passing day since i have no clue what i'm doing after graduation. the current idea is for me, ali, john, and stev to plan a trip to europe for june-ish, but stev might get all famous and have to act for money at brown this summer. terrible. i am also terrible. i openly told him today that i hope he failed in his audition for it this afternoon. i meant it as an honest compliment however--one of not being able to function for very long without him.
anyway, i may see europe this summer before heading to new york to find something to do with the rest of my life. i also might not. i'm quite poor.
other plans include my house's trip to montreal for spring break. it hurts to wait. i've never been to becca's homeland! can i even speak any french anymore? will i get kicked out of bars if i try and fail? possibly...
stev and i just had our 1 year aniversary and he gave me kate bush on vinyl and a dream book.
i wish i were in better contact with a lot of people. i desperately need to call becca and maria and i miss andy, dave, mark, karaoke, lucy, and amy beyond repair. i sort of demand several reunions for myself in the near future.
i hope i pass my classes.
this drawing is cool:
russian modernism is sort of my new thing.