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[whitney_r_s]

im really upset.
and i cant get over it.
i want to just give up trying to get people to understand me.
im tired of trying to keep friends around so i dont feel so alone.
im tired of trying to find love.

i wish things would just appear.
or maybe i should just hit bottom.
have nothing.
so if i do end up in a shithole.
ill have nothing to lose.
b/c ill have nothing to look forward to...