I'm just being lame and overemotional
You know- I hate to even show that I have feelings, but today I just got shocked out of my brain. You know how you can have an annoying little brother that you're mean to and that calls you fat every day. You watch them grow up and suddenly they're asking you to buy them beer and stuff and graduating high school and are in college. It kinda weirds you out a little, but they're still your little brother that you haven't really taken all that seriously.
Ok, so today I went insane and told my little brother about a current problem that I have and how getting that problem taken care of was going to require a large sum of money and how stressed I was because I didn't know how the hell i was going to come up with it.... and what does he do? He freaking offers me pretty much all the money he can get together before I need it. Just freaking steps up like a fucking adult and offers to help out his big sister like it ain't no thing. I have freakin adult friends with real jobs that can't even be bothered to talk to me about all this shit or find me a freaking phone number during one of the most serious problems I've ever had in my life.. and my little 18 year old freakin brother steps up and really means it when he says he'll help me out.
They grow up so fast. Damn. Isn't it crazy how sometimes you have to have a life crisis to see that there is still good left in humanity? I'm seriously in tears right now because i'm so fucking proud of him and so amazed that i might be able to find some hope in all of this.
i'm lame I know. I hope he doesn't get mad that I just put this on the internet. Sorry dude, I've just never been so proud and thankful to have you as a little brother in my life.
Ok, so today I went insane and told my little brother about a current problem that I have and how getting that problem taken care of was going to require a large sum of money and how stressed I was because I didn't know how the hell i was going to come up with it.... and what does he do? He freaking offers me pretty much all the money he can get together before I need it. Just freaking steps up like a fucking adult and offers to help out his big sister like it ain't no thing. I have freakin adult friends with real jobs that can't even be bothered to talk to me about all this shit or find me a freaking phone number during one of the most serious problems I've ever had in my life.. and my little 18 year old freakin brother steps up and really means it when he says he'll help me out.
They grow up so fast. Damn. Isn't it crazy how sometimes you have to have a life crisis to see that there is still good left in humanity? I'm seriously in tears right now because i'm so fucking proud of him and so amazed that i might be able to find some hope in all of this.
i'm lame I know. I hope he doesn't get mad that I just put this on the internet. Sorry dude, I've just never been so proud and thankful to have you as a little brother in my life.