Mar 08, 2005 20:43
Something terrible happened to me. Last night on icq i thought I was talking to an old friend from Clintwood from the 4th grade he told me he liked me asked me to go to the movies and all and I was the happiest I had ever been in my entire life until today. I was talking to him again today and he wasnt acting like himself so I asked him what was wrong and he said lol nothing y and i said cause u are not acting like yourself or atleast not like u were yesterday and he said oh my brother was on here adn i thought he meant just then well then he said he had to go and i said u are still going to call me right and he said my brother was on here yesterday and he must have asked for your number I'm sorry and my heart just sunk I couldnt beleive it I was so happy and it was gone that felling I had had for him was an unbeleiveable feeling and i just cried and i was hurting we are still friends but I will always remember that as long as I live. I am back to being depressed and that is the worst part of life but i always feel that way cause I don't really have anything to be happy about.