May 24, 2005 12:47
I don't know about the paintball tourney at Chicago. I'd be on the staff..and Michael said that Abby was going to be on it..and probably Jaclyn if she goes. Jeff was going to sign me up but I told him I didn't know yet..I said I'd let him know tomorrow. I am thinking about not going.
All second block and during lunch, me and Jeff were shooting rude comments to each other. Gah..he ticks me off so much now. Part of me wants to beat the shit out of him, and the other part wants to hold and kiss him. Arg.
He asked me why I went to the baseball game last night and I just looked at him and said I went for Rob. Which is partly true. I told Rob yesterday that I'd go and cheer him on. But Jeff said something about me not being able to get the older brother so now I'm going for the younger one..Jeremy. Which pissed me off beyond belief. But I didn't show it. So I said..'yeah I went for Rob and I also went for Jeremy..it was a shame that he didn't get to play..I was really looking forward to watching him'. Then at lunch he said something about how I made the mistake. Yes, true I did make a mistake. I told Jeff it was a mistake because of the other person's situation..not because of Jeff. I was going to say something like 'yeah, I made a mistake by waiting four fucking months for nothing' But I didn't say it. Eric G. was there and he was like 'so yeah..school gets out in just a couple more days..you guys excited about that' he was just trying to change topic..which I am glad for. I just said yes, I am ready to get out. And then I went back into the cafeteria. I don't care anymore..he just pisses me off so much anymore.
All guys can choke.