May 12, 2005 11:25
My mind is spinning. I am so lost and confused. I want what he wants but it hurts. I brought myself into this though so I guess I deserve everything I get. Life sucks.
I leave tomorrow for Senior Trip..I need to get away for the weekend. Some stress will be relieved.
But I just come back to it all Monday.
At least by then, I'll have my car back. I can just go driving whenever I want and listen to all my music and scream like I used to.
*sigh*