these god damn scenarios
ok so here is what i do. i see something that probably doesnt mean anything at all but i interpret it to be the biggest deal in the entire world. then i think aboout all the different scenarios that could result from this tiny incident and the bads ones always overcome the good. then i get all worried and bothered by something that means nothing at all. but what if these small things do mean something.
misery is at my door but i wont let it in. i cant.
all i want is to be truly happy. is that so much to ask. is that so god damn difficult? is that expecting too much from life?
this weekend was wierd. it changed alot for me. it gave me a different perspecive on eveeything. my true friends, people who are def not my friends,love, happiness, and other shit like that.
there still that one i cant figure out. but i have a year and a half to really get to know you. i mean if you even want me to. lately i can't tell but i fee like we are drifting apart and thats dumb to say cuz i have only known you for a few months. but i just enjoy your friendship. maybe this is just one of my scenarios.
who knows anymore.
misery is at my door but i wont let it in. i cant.
all i want is to be truly happy. is that so much to ask. is that so god damn difficult? is that expecting too much from life?
this weekend was wierd. it changed alot for me. it gave me a different perspecive on eveeything. my true friends, people who are def not my friends,love, happiness, and other shit like that.
there still that one i cant figure out. but i have a year and a half to really get to know you. i mean if you even want me to. lately i can't tell but i fee like we are drifting apart and thats dumb to say cuz i have only known you for a few months. but i just enjoy your friendship. maybe this is just one of my scenarios.
who knows anymore.