everything will be alright

[whiteyalmighty]

so i skipped school today me and jon left after first period went to the mllls. it was wierd there was no one there and all the stores were closed except be batha dn beyoind and we went in there. then ben called he left too so we went to mickey d's for lunch and now we are at bens um...yeah.

so this weekend was eventful . fun, sad, crazy, every emotion i felt this weekend.

im thinking about things way too much im gonna stop right now wait..... now ive stopped officialy. well at least for today.. or until i lay in bed tonight.

this is exactly how i feel...

"i cant take this anymore
and im almost pretty sure
ive been here before

i cant take ths any longer
ill wait here until im stronger
strong enough to not be afraid
of what anybody thinks
of what anybody says
about the way
about the way i am
here we are are again
here we are

everybody, everything
i never learned to stand up on my own
i had to learn from the one who let me go
now i walk alone now i walk alone

if it were up to me
honey we'd already be

yeah ill leave it up to you
yeah ill leave it your hands"

that pretty much sums it up.

im feeling good yet sad about it.

im okay i cant say that enough

thank you for being my friend. this is an honest appreciation