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my computer blew up the other day. haha i literally set my computer on fire and im not even mad about it cause its kinda funny how much of an asshole i am.
um i love and miss all of my friends. ive been at jacks like every day of my life and usually just end up hanging out with erin or merk and furlong and them. its fun but i need to mix it up a little sometimes.
i hung out at jacks all day yesterday. i was there for about 12 hours and im not even mad about it. ryan had his graduation party and everyone was just shitfaced there and it was awesome. me and erin kept getting drinks and going in the office then i was pretty much too drunk to take tables so i gave them all to andy which is lame because now i have no money. i made out with pretty much all of jimmy joes friends because im an asshole like that hahahah. it was fun! then we went to drews at like 120 and i couldnt stay for long cause i was really late as it was. everyone went skinny dipping and i saw way more of everyone than i ever wanted to, including my boss haha.
i love that i work with such amazing people and that i have such amazing friends. everyone should get along these days because theres no reason not to. i hope everyone that i know is growing up and realizing that if you try you can become friends with everyone you meet. and its an amazing way to live.
my life would be a thousand times better though if my parents just let me live. my dads gotten better at it, hes realizing that he cant control my every move and he doesnt even want to. he just wants to guide me in the right way which is awesome but at the same time, giving me a 1230 curfew isnt gonna guide me in the right way its just gonna piss me off and im gonna become defiant and then rebel against their rules. which is what was happening and that's why i got kicked out of my house last night.
i was pissed at first because i called all of my friends hysterically crying. it was 230 in the morning and i had no car and no where to sleep and i was just walking around. i think the thing that hurt the most was that i called someone who i thought was one of my good friends and who i would do absolutely anything for, and he didnt pick up my phone call because he was too busy sitting at his house doing absolutely nothing with his girlfriend. i think that hurt more than anything because he just so happens to live with another one of my really good friends and the only person that actually called me back and helped me out. i walked all the way to their house, it took me about 45 minutes and i walk in to find my friend and his girlfriend just sitting there. like, thanks guys. THIS is why you couldnt help a friend out the only time shes ever asked you for it. that hurt more than anything.
whatever though, im over it.
i am hanging out with pat tonight and im so fucking pumped for it because hes my favorite person in the entire worldddddddddddd. have fun not being as cool as us. i hope its a good time for everyone =]
live.LAUGH.love <3
um i love and miss all of my friends. ive been at jacks like every day of my life and usually just end up hanging out with erin or merk and furlong and them. its fun but i need to mix it up a little sometimes.
i hung out at jacks all day yesterday. i was there for about 12 hours and im not even mad about it. ryan had his graduation party and everyone was just shitfaced there and it was awesome. me and erin kept getting drinks and going in the office then i was pretty much too drunk to take tables so i gave them all to andy which is lame because now i have no money. i made out with pretty much all of jimmy joes friends because im an asshole like that hahahah. it was fun! then we went to drews at like 120 and i couldnt stay for long cause i was really late as it was. everyone went skinny dipping and i saw way more of everyone than i ever wanted to, including my boss haha.
i love that i work with such amazing people and that i have such amazing friends. everyone should get along these days because theres no reason not to. i hope everyone that i know is growing up and realizing that if you try you can become friends with everyone you meet. and its an amazing way to live.
my life would be a thousand times better though if my parents just let me live. my dads gotten better at it, hes realizing that he cant control my every move and he doesnt even want to. he just wants to guide me in the right way which is awesome but at the same time, giving me a 1230 curfew isnt gonna guide me in the right way its just gonna piss me off and im gonna become defiant and then rebel against their rules. which is what was happening and that's why i got kicked out of my house last night.
i was pissed at first because i called all of my friends hysterically crying. it was 230 in the morning and i had no car and no where to sleep and i was just walking around. i think the thing that hurt the most was that i called someone who i thought was one of my good friends and who i would do absolutely anything for, and he didnt pick up my phone call because he was too busy sitting at his house doing absolutely nothing with his girlfriend. i think that hurt more than anything because he just so happens to live with another one of my really good friends and the only person that actually called me back and helped me out. i walked all the way to their house, it took me about 45 minutes and i walk in to find my friend and his girlfriend just sitting there. like, thanks guys. THIS is why you couldnt help a friend out the only time shes ever asked you for it. that hurt more than anything.
whatever though, im over it.
i am hanging out with pat tonight and im so fucking pumped for it because hes my favorite person in the entire worldddddddddddd. have fun not being as cool as us. i hope its a good time for everyone =]
live.LAUGH.love <3