hacccchoooooo!!!!

May 10, 2005 07:58

well i`m sick. i keep sneezing and coughing and stuff and i feel like crap. i have work today, like always

BUT on to the good news

1- after today, i have off until SUNDAY.
2- i'm gonna hang out with daria... it's gonna happen. we havent had girlfriend time in a long time and it has to be done.
3- i got my credit back in school
4- i'm doing ridiculously good in school
5- i did a good deed for allie. which is making me feel very good about myself. because ya know, karma..
6- i hate patricia. she has red hair and a red face and wears the same ugly thing every day .. ( wow .. sounds like me minus the red hair and face thing. i was just sitting here trying to figure out what the hell that smell was and when the last time i washed my pants was. and to be honest, i couldnt remember . hahah that's so gross i love myself )
7- my mom thinks im a dyke.
8- my dad loves little boys.. he told me and steph. true story
9- ummm.. prom's friday. i'm a little bit more than excited.
10 - i love daria
11- i love jaye and chrissy

on to the sad stuff
i miss my old friends and i miss how things used to be. I think a lot of the reason why i drifted so far away from all of my friends is because i've been hanging out with steph a lot lately. i'm either with her. at home sleeping. or at work. i never get to see daria anymore or chelsea or any of my other friends. ive been seeing a lot of jaye lately and it makes me happy because i love her. and it's always a good time with me and jayeduhkisz.

everyone is seeing how we're changing as we're getting older, but no one is doing anything to try and hold on to their friendships. Everyone's drifting apart from each other and all the people that i loved and always told everyone how awesome they were, aren't as close anymore.. and i feel like there's nothing anyone can do to change it

In a way I'm dreading summer because of this. Because I don't know if it's gonna make us all close again like we were this past summer ( even though i wasnt invited to daria's birthday. but it's totally fine.KARMA'S A BITCH DAR!!!.. just kidding ) or if it's gonna make matters worse.

Am i the only one that thinks about this?

I mean yeah you can't tell the future but you can try to lead the path which it goes right ?
I say, we all have a reunion. Now i know that the word reunion is sad because it means we've been apart from each other for a while and stuff. But it's true. we really do need to get everyone back together and make peace with everyone and just go back to the way that we were.
even though some people became dicks and bitches, there's nothing we can do to change that.

fuck

im going because this entry is too long.

KBYELOVEYOU
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