LIFE IS JUST FUNNY
Its just funny how life works. For some inspiration comes by going and enjoying nature. For others it's by music, for me its by meeting new people. A breath of fresh air. It makes me feel as if i STILL GOT IT if i needed it. The ability to befriend the opposite sex without being SEXY, the ability to carry conversation and just be a person, not a security blanket. Tonight was just an eye opener for me that I truly and soul am a social being and can NEVER EVER CHANGE THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY or NO MATTER HOW MUCH I SAY DIFFERENTLY.
Its crazy because i have been in the dark for so long that i forgot what the light looked like. I think i have lost a piece of me and NEED to find me once again. It's not a very important part, and it is not completely lost, i just need to stop ignoring it. Which presents a challenge to do my current situation.
Writing all of this reminds me that i have a paper due tomorrow and i have just been stalling. Until next time