Moving right along in the settlement department. I now have a bank account, a regular doctor and dentist, and am pretty well settled in, now all I need is a job to go with it and it's all good. That'll likely take a bit more time though, only got an application off yesterday. I've also been just generally indecisive of what I want to do in terms of more permanent work. All I know is what I ultimately want to do. But sitting here thinking about what steps I'd want to take to achieve that just makes my head hurt, it doesn't process well. So I don't know...
I can't believe it's New Year's Eve already, what the hell... I've just gotten it in my head that Christmas has passed and now the year itself is over. Standing on a hill and remembering my progress this year is an incredible spectacle, it's a time of loss and of new things. The newness can still overwhelm me at times, it's a completely different mindset you enter once you're living in a place vs. having visited here a few times, and it's weird sometimes to think that I no longer live with my parents.
I also miss Kubby quite a lot. 2009 is the first year he won't have been in since he died... It's hard to be very excited about the new year knowing that he won't be in it. My little tiny baby Wolfman, I haven't forgotten you...
Just one year ago he was wearing my hat and playing with his squirrel.
You're my good boy.
Happy 2009.