Oct 13, 2005 20:24
Well, today freshmen year Bekah and I started dating. It was like, right afer the Homecomming dance.
I was comming off of a screwed up break up with Sarah Morey. I was with Megan then...I wasen't sure if I liked her or not. (To this day Megan probably still thinks I was leading her on.) I kind of remember hanging out with Megan a lot, trying to figure out if I liked her...and I remember that I was really attracted to her friend.
Homecomming dance I went with Megan. It was nothign special really...I remember that I didn't really want to dance at all, or hang around anyone, becuase it was just a bad night. I remmeber talkign with Jesse Nie for a while that night, becuase he was really upset...it was something about him being worried about Jenny because she was with Miles.
Anyway, I remember going back into the dance, and Rebekah asked me to dance with her. It was to Kelly Clarkson's, "A Moment Like This." Apparently Bekah was supposed to meet Andrew, but he never came up. (Something about how his sister couldn't give him a ride - later that week Kartje and I had this big deep conversation about What-If's. "What if you missed the light, Kartje?" etc.)
So we danced, and she was wearing a red sparkly dress. Right? Well, it might have been green. I can't remember what she was wearing, I just know that it didn't matter, because she was the most beautiful person I had ever seen.
So we danced, and didn't really talk about anything. And when the song was over, she hugged me, and I whispered "thank you." And than she left, and I was blown away.
I don't remember the days after the dance...all I could think about was that girl I danced with. I didn't know anything about Bekah, but when we danced, and when she hugged me, wow, everything just clicked together and I knew that we had something.
Two years later, we still have something.
She is so amazing, and I would die for her a thousand times over.