야ᅣᅣᅣᅣ! 너! [HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MEESYEL ♥]
This post is for my dearest, dearest, dearest Meesyel ♥
Where do I even begin?
We've known each other - like really known each other - for almost three years now and it's been amazing. It's been great. I don't know what I would've done without you there with me through all my laughs and through all my tears. You're one of the greatest friends anyone could ask for, you know? You're smart, you're honest, you're funny, you're silly and my life would be so much duller if it weren't for you ♥
Whenever I had a problem, I knew I could trust you with it. I knew you would be there to listen. Last year was a horrible year for me because of all the things that happened but you were always there, you made sure I was alright and I'm really, really thankful. In the end, we ended up taking care of each other and telling each other our problems and sharing all the good stuff too! (like how we would always sit together in ICT and show each other all the pretty pictures of our oppars lmao)
This year, we were in different classes but we still managed to be close because we always hung out together during break and lunch whenever we could! Somewhere along the way, in the midst of my growing obsession with Jang Dongwoo, I managed to pull you into stanning INFINITE with me! (well, not really, we had that really fail INFINITE-EDUCATION session in May before our mid-years and I obviously fail at teaching people about entire groups LMAO) but it's always been fun! When you came over recently and we just died watching Leaping Over, and old perfs and crying over Woohyun in Immortal Song 2, it was just great ;__;
I also can't forget, neither could I ever repay you back for getting me tickets to BEAST'S fanmeeting ;_____; It was my first time seeing BEAST in Malaysia and oh my God, we screamed over Kikwang and Hyunseung until our throats turned hoarse and we were dead and exhausted in your mum's car later HAHAHA.
Another memory that stands out for me is the day I went to attend your ballet recital. It was the first time I ever saw you doing your ballet and haha, I'm actually tearing up irl remembering it and when I saw you come out on stage with a huge smile on your face I was just so happy and so, so, so, so proud of you. I'm such a ball of emotions but dhsakjh I don't know how to explain it but yes I teared up that night too HAHA I wonder if your mum noticed LMAO. I was actually really worried the week before that I wouldn't be able to go because of the whole BERSIH rally business. I'm glad my dad agreed to let me go because if I had let you down that day like everybody else I don't know if I could have forgiven myself. AHHHH LIKE I SAID, ball of emotions ball of emotions. BALL OF CHEESE, please forgive me.
I still have that birthday card you gave me kept safely in my drawer ^___^ you remember don't you? the one where you wrote the story about a certain snow leopard and a little penguin in the arctic class? yeah, that one. the day before my birthday this year i was really upset but your card was the first thing i read when i got to school on my birthday and it made me feel really, really happy ♥ ahhhh i would spam you with a million hearts rn
Thinking about it now, we've gone through a lot together huh? Comic Fiesta, AMG, your ballet recital, BEAST FANMEETING, dying over Super Junior after the weekend of SS2 :')
During PMR year we both cheered each other on countless of times too and we reached our goals! ^___^ Let's cheer each other on next year too okay!
Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEESYEL. I love you ♥ and Sungyeol loves you too, heh!
LOTS AND LOTS OF CHEESY GREASY LOVE,
LEEN
♥